中原中也 ([personal profile] forthetainted) wrote2018-08-01 09:03 pm

Question Meme

ASK ME QUESTIONS. THEN I. ASK YOU QUESTIONS.
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[personal profile] fistdere 2018-08-02 04:06 am (UTC)(link)
how does aries feel abt haruto ttying to die

[personal profile] fistdere 2018-08-02 05:33 am (UTC)(link)

HE… is just like yeah that seems right. In imeeji he’s been depressed / unhappy feeling even though ‘nothing bad’ happened. He’s felt that schism in himself, that void, that inability to really understand people and that. well. terror. existential terror. anxiety terror. fear and scared and so forth and so on.

So. Of course.

HOW DOES ARIES FEEL ABT THE SEX, or the idea of sex with haruto or the lying during sex or

[personal profile] fistdere 2018-08-02 03:20 pm (UTC)(link)

he has no idea why he's like this

IT DOES MAKE HIM UNCOMFORTABLE BC IT'S GIVING UP CONTROL AND HE'S LIKE AH AHA HA AH nnnaaahhhh but also like. in their 'canon' he trusts Chuuya. Part of why he's gotten further too is bc of how the AU went differently and while he cant even call his boyfriend for a date he does trust him.

so this is like HE DOESNT TRUST ARIES but the only way to gain trust is to keep trying things where he doesnt trust and they dont turn out bad tbh lol

and

he likes it

but he feels unsafe and is unsure how to navigate his own wants and desires and fingerguns

how do you think aries would feel abt feeling haruto's emotions

[personal profile] fistdere 2018-08-02 04:30 pm (UTC)(link)

no

TELL ME SOME RANDOM SHIT ABT THIS AU CHUUYA

[personal profile] fistdere 2018-08-02 04:33 pm (UTC)(link)

he doesnt want to bond with aries bc he's afraid of rejection and aries not liking that he's 'broken' but he's also afraid of what he might see in aries's feelings

[personal profile] a_fine_human 2018-08-03 02:38 am (UTC)(link)
RANDOM SHIT IS HARD BTW uh. uh he, has a dumb tuxedo kamen esque vigilante outfit

it's cute

SAME 2 U

[personal profile] fistdere 2018-08-03 04:23 pm (UTC)(link)

dazai still self-harms and tries to kill himself on and off but it's way less than our other au and sometimes instead he just does crime , so it's fine dazai mostly dresses in suits but he has some casual clothes which are funny bc he just isn't sure how to dress so there's like always some mismatchedness to it bc he isnt sure how expensive or cheap he should be when not wearing a suit dazai's better at fighting than he is in canon / our other au but he still basically is like. mediocre at best. he likes... frapps.... from sbux,,

how... does chuuya feel abt their crime dates,,,

[personal profile] a_fine_human 2018-08-04 09:44 pm (UTC)(link)

At first he was real annoyed about it, and also weirdly flattered. But after a few years he's chilled out and goes along with it and has fun. I imagine he uhhh... sort of unofficially is a mafia liaison, and thus gets some leeway in how he deals with them. He probably really does seriously try to limit HOW bad Dazai is, but then ther eis the question of how much of that is Dazai setting up a game for Chuuya to win, and Chuuya probably doesn't know the answer to that question tbqh.

But overall fIRST HE WAS OFFENDED but i imagine as Dazai has gotten better, the whole thing has gotten better and he does love him so???

hOW DOES HARUTO FEEL ABOUT WHAT JUST HAPPENED WITH WHISKEY

[personal profile] fistdere 2018-08-04 10:02 pm (UTC)(link)

The triple thingy actually works in our AU where the mafia and government and ada checks and balances and help make the city a better place ,

Ihhhhh overall he’s ok with it. He mostly keptcontrol and in general found out some about how far whisky will go. He feels it was profitable and while whisky got a moment of ‘winning’ he considers it pretty negligible over all. It was a feelsbad but everything has a feelsbad side to it so shrug whatever

... how... would Aries feel ... if he knew .,,, abt whisky and harutobeing themselves

[personal profile] a_fine_human 2018-08-04 10:13 pm (UTC)(link)

mostly confused and probably upset. he doesn't really have a good handle on like... why... or how... they are themselves... he knows it's 'bad' but would have a hard time articulating his bad feels about it. he'd rather haruto not have sex he doesn't like, but couldn't say why that is important. But this is a version of Chuuya who hasn't had a lot of bad sex, so without the years of him and dazai bad decision abusing each other it's just like 'ACTUALLY . I DISLIKE EVERYTHING ABOUT THIS' in regards to. dazai's bad decision sex.

he'd also just be even more distressed about how maybe team has no real meaning and he's wrong

how is haruto feeling about aries overall now

[personal profile] fistdere 2018-08-04 10:17 pm (UTC)(link)

Aries is his most important person hands down. He’s trying his best?? But feels like it isn’t enough and also even though Aries is like you being broken whatever don’t listen to hiryuu he views Aries as like ... naive. And someone to be protected. His pure adorable sheep who believes in ideals that don’t exist. As he gains more memories abt Chuuya that prolly won’t change. He probably has a certain amount of that feeling in their au too — bc Chuuya can be good and workdor the government (even tho Dazai hates them bc they let odasaku die , ) and Dazai himself does the dirty work in the mafia.

Would Aries like a literal octopus give him a hand job

[personal profile] a_fine_human 2018-08-05 05:20 am (UTC)(link)

I'm

Maybe. If they were otherwise. Further along. Right not they can't even get thru a blow job

Would haruto do it

[personal profile] fistdere 2018-08-05 05:22 am (UTC)(link)

he would find it funny

.  .

how did chuuya feel abt the whole mori thing in their au, yanno, the getting tortured and all,

[personal profile] fistdere 2018-08-05 04:51 pm (UTC)(link)

i hadn’t really thought about it much but now im just like, after odasaku died and dazai went back to the mafia he probably cut contact with chuuya for a while but then started popping up in his life again and honestly, spent far more time with him than he should have considering. the port mafia’s demon prodigy hanging out with chuuya at college, colluding with the enemy and all and probably he couldn’t keep his mouth shut. he wasn’t the same kind of lovey dovey as he was with odasaku but it’s unlikely he’d be able to not say things like chuuya’s really strong even if he’s stupid and kind of . compliments that honestly it’s only strategically sound tht if chuuya isnt with the mafia and wouldn’t return to the mafia — dazai probably firmly was just like nah chuuya would never come back lol — then he should be removed. and it’s not like dazai didnt know lol so after the torture thing it took him a bit to pull together his resources and then he murdered mori and didn’t at all try to lie about it, it was a clear message that ppl dont fuck with him.

if he could at all help it dazai wouldn’t tell chuuya tho mori being dead really opens a wholec an of worms abt chuuya being tortured and also mori and dazai’s relationship, really, so. . .

Did chuuya have any idea about dazai and mori’s. special relationship?

[personal profile] fistdere 2018-08-06 03:34 am (UTC)(link)

Dazai threw himself into the mafia! he was a good little mafia tool and Mori’s pet prodigy! But he started to feel like he was literally breaking apart and for a while he just did it but because. . . when they were younger it was like ‘you can just leave’  he kind of tempered that and was like ‘well i could just visit

How did chuuya feel abt dazai disappearing and then showing up every like now and then just to be a dick,

[personal profile] fistdere 2018-08-06 03:59 am (UTC)(link)

what if chuuya turns him down or has something else to do or a scheduling conflict??????????

does chuuya ask dazai out on dates,

[personal profile] a_fine_human 2018-08-26 09:09 pm (UTC)(link)
TIME TO PICK THIS UP A MONTH LATER

wow it hasn't actually been a month it feels like a month.

he probably asked Dazai out on exactly one date and depending on how that went it either kept happening or never again

i guess the question is how often does dazai put his foot in his mouth and fuck up a good thing in this au

[personal profile] fistdere 2018-08-27 08:13 pm (UTC)(link)

hm. FAIRLY OFTEN but probably more casually mafia boss and he honestly probably calls chuuya a lot to just talk and you know whatever bc oda is dead and he's lonely and loves chuuya.

DAZAI CAN PROBABLY BEHAVE HIMSELF FOR A DATE IF CHUUYA ASKS AND HE ACTUALLY AGREES TO IT but probably the real issue is getting him to agree to go on a date in explicit 'yes this is a date' terms.

are there any relationship updates for aries and haruto

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Im just gonna random icon

[personal profile] nohalation 2018-09-23 06:54 pm (UTC)(link)
What is Three’s opinion on his teeeaam?
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Re: Im just gonna random icon

[personal profile] nohalation 2018-09-23 07:25 pm (UTC)(link)
Just picturing taking Bell's eyeballs literally like "I'm borrowing these now thanks".

In some ways, she sees her unit as her new "court"! It's still a development because so many people are new, and she has to get to know them better by experience death together, but they just automatically get that role in her mind! Like there are many people outside of team she loves a lot, probably with more attachment than some of the new teammates tbh (like B more than Magilou just because of the amount of time spent together at this point), but since the FiN unit is "hers" in her brain, it's always most important to prioritize them in any situation where there is no other choice in the matter.

So ya, she kind of has an understand about team vs everyone else, but she doesn't see it as her unit vs people outside so much as "these are mine" vs "those ppl are not mine but I love them very dearly". Rulers, u know. Oh, Except Bark on WC. That one IS hers and WC is just allowed to share.

Oh also, it is also a trust situation though because she is hoping the other teams would do the same thing with their own unit! That's about the extent of how much she cares about units as a whole though lol. What's a unit, idc, she doesn't really think about things like "units" or "unit politics" or whatever, can she eat those. She better understands a bunch of individuals that make up a group vs the shared community mentality.

ARE THERE ANY PARTICULAR DIFFICULTIES PLAYING THE CHARACTERS YOU PLAY!!
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Re: Im just gonna random icon

[personal profile] nohalation 2018-09-23 08:11 pm (UTC)(link)
I really really want to but basically as something to balance out Angel’s everything lol. But because she has CR with nearly everybody, I need to app someone like...Kei...so they can be lazy and not get super involved with anything ever. Just be a flop. And that way angel’s CR won’t sufferrrr.

What team would your cat go on
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[personal profile] nohalation 2018-09-23 09:12 pm (UTC)(link)
😰🤭😰🤭😰

Look sometimes ... fe elings are h..ard...to understand... or it’s easier to i...gnore them...

She isn’t incapable but sometimes your focus is just “this is important to me and i’ll kill anyone who touches a single hair on their head” and then that gets tied in with romantic feelings of the maybe slightly healthier kind but then it becomes very hard to tell the difference.

It’s a wip. She has books.

Any particular thing you are looking forward to with Three like memories or certain character personality traits/character arcs etc?

Re: Im just gonna random icon

[personal profile] nohalation 2018-09-23 11:19 pm (UTC)(link)
She has like one ability and just lets it bounce around with Intensity's face. Soooo nnnot yet. However she is considering just max purchasing the rest of them in one go (and she has enough points for that). She just doesn't care about them that much.

Does Three have any "friends" outside of FiN? ...as close to friends as he could have I guess.

Re: Im just gonna random icon

[personal profile] a_fine_human 2018-09-24 09:05 pm (UTC)(link)
no... IN HIS LAST MEMORY HE REMEMBERED WHAT A 'FRIEND' IS AND ALSO WHAT IT FEELS LIKE TO 'LIKE' SOMEONE. but i haven't been good at off team CR sweats.


What does angel think of her recent bad memory?
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[personal profile] shutthefoxup 2018-09-23 08:09 pm (UTC)(link)
If Aries WAS able to get his abilities back, what would that change? Would it change how he plays in games or anything like that? What would the mental/emotional change be?
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[personal profile] shutthefoxup 2018-09-23 09:00 pm (UTC)(link)
He wouldn't really swap out anyone.... He WOULD want to drag Gold onto Wild City. He'd ask Gold first, of course. Because if Gold really wanted to stay on Avante...he would respect it. Gold being on Wild City would change a lot of things for Silver. Not being able to see Gold during games and know what's happening to him causes him a lot of anxiety during games and honestly makes it hard for him to think at full capacity because he's ALWAYS DISTRACTED. Wild City is hard for him because he is VERY aware how differently he wants to play from everyone else. He cares about and is attached to his team though even if games are always a struggle for him. He cares about everyone even if he has trouble understanding Haruto and Whisky. A part of him would swap himself out...that way people could play how they want to play without him being in the way...but he doesn't really WANT to be on any of the other teams...and then he wouldn't be on Wild City to help protect Wild City. He disagrees with play strategies, but he doesn't have any issues with any of the people on Wild City. And in fact he gets angry when people laugh when he tries to explain that the people on Wild City are good. Games make it hard to prove his point because people aren't in the rooms....Whisky and Haruto please stop mean girling Loki orz

Does Aries have any opinions on any of the other teams besides Wild City? If he was forced off Wild City by the producers, what team would he join and how would he play?
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[personal profile] shutthefoxup 2018-09-23 10:03 pm (UTC)(link)
Silver...has hormones. However, he actually probably has less hormones than Gold, because he's even MORE hyper focused on volleyball, but has a better awareness of them? Like...he watches Gold interact with B and it makes him want to beat his head against a wall because Gold DOES NOT REALIZE that Gold has a crush on B. That said, Silver is very aware there is an oddly high amount of attractive people in Imeeji. There are plenty of people he looks at and knows they're hot or attractive, but that's easy to ignore by running or stretching or practicing. He works hard to appear likable in Imeeji so people will like him enough to not bus WC, but... He doesn't actually care if other people like him, outside of strategic purposes. And it takes a LOT to get him interested in someone else. For him to have a hormone he'd care about acting on it would definitely take someone interesting him first personality wise because otherwise he just doesn't give enough of a shit. Why waste time fucking when you could spend that time on volleyball practice? Silver is lazy if something doesn't interest him and that includes hormones. He's not a prude or a pure maiden or anything, he's just lazy/doesn't care.

CR me?

[personal profile] a_fine_human 2018-09-24 09:13 pm (UTC)(link)
ARIES ADORES SILVER.The smol pure heart of their team, though he actually doesn't care muuuch about Silver's age. He's aware of it in a 'I'm dealing with a highschooler' sense, but he doesn't really think highschoolers are limited by much so that is kind of whatever. he's much more the smol because he's so delicate about murder. which is an ok quality to have.

FIGHTING WITH SILVER FELT BAD AND HE DIDN'T LIKE IT but he is glad they resolved it and has some lingering bad feelings but oh well he'll just deal with it. he worries about the inevitable day when Silver will need to bloody his hands, but he thinks Silver is a capable guy who will come through it okay. He relies on Silver a lot to be someone he can talk to honestly who will... basically understand. feelings. and basic human conversation since Whisky and Haruto are both like /sweats. And so far of their knew kids, only Bark really qualifies as 'normal' in Aries' book.

anyway basically he thinks silver is the best. woudl do so much murder for him. or nonmurder, if that's what it takes.

REVERSE
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[personal profile] shutthefoxup 2018-09-24 10:06 pm (UTC)(link)
The adoration is very mutual. Silver respects Aries so much and really truly views him as the only one capable of being leader for Wild City. He appreciates that even though Aries is so strong and strongly opinionated that he's still willing to listen and bend to the rest of the team. The fact that Aries seems to sincerely care too is mind blowing. Much kind, very strong, so cool, our leader is A+++ and Silver will beat the ass of anyone who tries to talk shit about Aries infront of him.

Silver is hyper aware that he's kind of the odd man out on Wild City...but Aries never makes him feel bad about it. Silver knows he's younger, softer, more trusting and not as cut-throat...but Aries still helps make him feel like he's not holding back the team. Which in turn drives Silver to try and be better.

It's funny because Aries has basically the same relationship as Silver's captain back home. Silver doesn't remember Kita yet and even if he did, he wouldn't try to compare them because Kita is Kita and Aries and Aries. But essentially they're both leaders that Silver respects and cares about (which says a lot because lol doesn't care what anyone thinks) who in turn care about Silver enough to call him out on stupid shit he does. In canon, Kita scolds Silver in front of the whole team for not taking proper care of himself by pushing too hard when he's sick and prioritizing volleyball over his self. Annnnd then proceeds to scold the rest of the team for praising Silver for that kind of stupidity.

Aries is a very stable force in Silver's life and he absolutely HATED fighting with him. The game in general was awful because Haruto called him a child which made Aries pulling the leader card feel that much more like he was being scolded. Plus being compared to Haruto instead of being seen as himself was like a punch in the gut. Ultimately that game made him feel like he was being treated like a child which is something he's been fighting very hard against. He wants to be on the same footing as the rest of the team because they ARE all adults.

He hated fighting with Aries and he's internally worried that Aries views him differently now...that it wasn't just their pr with the other teams that was ruined, but also his pr within his own team.

Silver doesn't sincerely care what other people think about him, except for a few people: Gold, Wild City and the tinies. In canon he's been in volleyball programs for gifted players since he was SUPER SMALL. And so he never really cared what people thought about HIM as a person before. So he doesn't really know how to process it now... He's used to being hated even by his own team back home. So caring and things related to it are very much so a learning process for him right now.

He wants to be a little clingy so he can re-stabilize himself and ensure Aries isn't mad at him...but he's not used to being physically affectionate. So he'll probably settle for lots of little touches until he decides Aries ISN'T mad at him. Please prepare for lots of small face, hair, shoulder etc pats.

BASICALLY? ARIES IS THE BEST, SORRY FOR SUCKING BOSS PLEASE DON'T HATE ME I'M WORKING ON IT. Also apologies in advance for the fact the sound of a volleyball bouncing against the wall all night long is probably going to keep the unit up because that's what he does to help himself zone out and process.

Does Aries have any nervous habits or guilty pleasures?
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[personal profile] shutthefoxup 2018-09-25 02:57 am (UTC)(link)
Silver might have a crush. He runs in the morning and evenings and then in the afternoon he works out and practices...so he doesn't think too much about it. That is to say, he keeps busy. Pr, working out, people watching, etc. He spends more time thinking about Gold's crush on B because honestly he needs to help those two if they're ever going to get together.

What kind of sleeper is Aries? Does he sleep the whole night through or just naps? Does he actually sleep in his room or just crashes in the dorm living room? Side sleeper or back or front? Does he snore or anything? Early to bed early to rise or burns the candle at both ends? Etc.
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[personal profile] shutthefoxup 2018-09-25 03:43 am (UTC)(link)
A MAIDEN HAS TO HAVE THEIR SECRETS, BOSS! KYAAA KYAAA!

Next five things Aries plans to spend points on?
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[personal profile] shutthefoxup 2018-09-25 04:35 am (UTC)(link)
My one true mistress is volleyball!!!

If Aries could pick any ability from any of the units which would he get?